Sabtu, 23 Januari 2016

i trust you.


"You don't trust me?", you asked.

I never told you before, but I have always trusted you. I did, I do and I always will. I trust you more than I trust myself. Cause sometimes the problem isn't about you not trusting the others, but you can't trust yourself. And it happened to me.

This isn’t about you. This is about me. I said, it’s so hard to keep myself think positively when negative things always coming around. No matter how other people try to make you feel better and forget about those things, I just can’t make up my own mind.

Call me stupid and moron.
Cause I'm pessimistic.
I'm afraid of myself rather than I'm afraid of anything. I'm afraid I can't make people around me proud if they have me. I'm afraid if you think I'm not good enough for you. I couldn't understood what I felt what I thought. no, not ever once.